Drinking alone, Thats a bad thing isn't it?

Well, work was shit today, Most Sundays are. It was futile things, but they got to me.
And this is the first time I've felt down since Tuesday/Wednsday.

I hate how I can be feeling great then, one thing will go wrong and then I'm right back to where I started. So this is why I worry so much, if it just takes one thing to destry myself then how can I live, not that I'm particually Suicidal at the moment. So the thing is what if a REALLY big thing happens befoer I sort myself out, what if this thing sends me spiraling out of control. (I have quite good control at the moment.

Well I'll stop now, I have pizza in the oven.

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